Today, I was a bit more productive. I went about the town and did some reflection, even though I was frustrated at myself. I feel and, perhaps, know i'm holding myself back from where I know I should be in life. Self exploration is harder than necessary.
Towards the end of the day, I swung by harris teeter to get some sushi. I ended up talking to one of the sushi dude for about half and hour. He's from Bama (?), a place close to thailand. He works 12 hour days, 6 days a week. He came to the US to educate himself and he's funding his own way. ...A man in a struggle to overcome and reach his goal, I was moved. I'm glade it met him today. It just reaffirmed my values and my struggles before me.
As I drove home, I took in the world around me: the sunset, clouds and blue sky. I was watching an interview with Rob Patterson (A reverse engineering in the area of free energy) and it was relating an invention of his to an air bubble moving towards the surface of the ocean, searching for equilibrium. and i thought, "how perfect. that's me. i'm the bubble searching for equilibrium."
i got home, did laundry, ate sushi and watched equilibrium.